This path between two worlds -- multiple deminsions - simultaneously occuring. My physicalness - perceived - ongoing - must be present to bless the ongoing awakening to the truth. Only Love exists. My paragdims of "behavior / expression - physical" my use of my mind as "wit", appears to be what the world of form craves. How to balance the changes within? // while maintaining others comfort with what they are accustomed to seeing / perceiving in "John ?!?" Possibly this is a temporary need to pull all of me within - to continue to train my mind.
I spoke to my children about the spiritual path's of subjectivity. I asked The Most High to void me from the illusions - to become aligned -- my will and God's will as one. In the process - I realize today that I am still many "things" to many people. Expectations exist - large --> small --> moment to moment, situation to situation, perception to perception.
This is not a path of the faint hearted. I wish that everyone could see "ME". Truly see my heart sing in silence. I see the world of form and it (without judgment nor malice) is dead to me -- it does not serve my will nor that of The Most High. Illusions - in place - allowing / calling for his Sons and Daughters to wake from the dream.
The ever changing struggle of forms and all it has to offer --> illusions. My heart rips open and a sensation of rushing / pouring is nearly unbearable. In this state I know that one truth- we are gifted / blessed creature of Pure Love, with limitless unbounded choices to create (mental/physical) every moment.
How subtle, yet how powerful our mind's creative potential. My path is chosen. To have experienced the love - unconditional love - of The Most High's consciousness - is worth lifetimes! All my life has lead me here - to this moment. My personality traits must be to serve the destiny I share with all Man.
The subjective path of inner awareness / awakening - offers only questions -- craving answers from the very source the questions arise.
Your beautifully creative mind! Please be patient with me. My will is not my own. Love is my message. Love is all there is.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
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